I am 21 years young. If you think i am too young to know that life is hard, then you obviously don’t know shit about me. I have lived on the other side of the world where a good day is lived by falling asleep without hunger, fear, and pain. I have encountered people in my life that have only seen me as nothing more than a object. I was abandoned, given away, manipulated, lied to, and used.

The past that once had given me nightmares, now is my motivation, my reason, and my determination. I am constantly being reminded that my heart beats today for what i am about to accomplish tomorrow. I have no intention of becoming extraordinary, only a ordinary making a difference.

If it weren’t for the pain that i have felt yesterday, i would not be the person that i am today.

 

I tried, you didn’t.
I moved on, you faded.
I learned, you lost.
I was yours, you never noticed. 

I tried, you didn’t.

I moved on, you faded.

I learned, you lost.

I was yours, you never noticed. 

Jump rather than remain stationary.
Fall dangerously rather than standing safely. 
How else are you suppose to find out what’s at the bottom? 

Jump rather than remain stationary.

Fall dangerously rather than standing safely. 

How else are you suppose to find out what’s at the bottom? 

Maybe you’ve forgotten the moment, but i can’t forget how it made me feel.
Maybe you’ve changed your mind, but i held on to your words like it’s mine.
Maybe it was all a lie, but i believed you with all i had.
You said you wouldn’t hurt me,
but i guess you just forgot, changed, and lied. 

Maybe you’ve forgotten the moment, but i can’t forget how it made me feel.

Maybe you’ve changed your mind, but i held on to your words like it’s mine.

Maybe it was all a lie, but i believed you with all i had.

You said you wouldn’t hurt me,

but i guess you just forgot, changed, and lied. 

This is why is she is an inspiration to me. 
Not because of her success, but because of her lyrics, and her story.

This is why is she is an inspiration to me. 

Not because of her success, but because of her lyrics, and her story.